ChapterTen
Fottenthings(wasuremono)忘れ物
“*Yawn*My,Ifellasleep。”Kagamistretchedherbodyandgotupfromtheground。“ImusthavehadpoorposturewhileIslept;mybodyissoreandachy。”Shesaidtoherself。
Thereshewas,besideaniinglyshapedpieceoflimestohathadbeenerodedbywater。Itwasgettinglate,soKagamitookthehandfulofpiecesofflintthatshehadpickedearlierintheday,andheadedbacktoKageyama。
“AkishiOnee!”
“Kagami-,howwasyourtriptotown?”
“Thetownspeoplewerefriendlyandhelpful。Iwillgetmyowntailor-madeclothesinabouttwoweeks’time。”
“Andfortherestofyourday?”
“Ilookedaroundandhadalovelytime。”
。。。。。。
Kagami’sliferesumeditsnormalpace,andshekeptherselffairlybusywithrecipes,kitduty,pigflint,andpractigfracturingstones。
Acoupleofmonthslater,justaroundthetimewhenKagamiwasgettingreadytopracticecuttinglowgradesapphire,hertrainingwiththeswordhadtobehalted。
AssoonasKagamibrokeasweat,usuallyheendofwarmups,shewouldgetanallergicreato,asitseemed,herow。Everyinchofherskinwasredandswollen,aitchyandpainful,asiftherewereantsalloverherbody,bitingandstinging。
[Author’shisactuallyhappeoHitomiwhenshewasinEngland,andtinuedforaboutayearafterwards,whichispartiallyresponsibleforthefactthatHitomiisterribleatsports。Ifyouhaven’tnoticed,muchofthisnovelreferencesreallife。Chapter8and9,forexample,drawsomeoftheirsourcefromhistoryandpolitics。]
Akishiaskedeveryinstructortohelpfindacureorsomewayofprovidingrelief,butherthedepartmentofmagiorthedepartmentofalchemyandpotions,oreventhecellorherself,couldfindthecause,muchlessasolution。
Aftermuchagonizing,Kagamiandtheetintheoffidreachedaclusion:
Kagamicouldnotpossiblytinueherstudyinswordsmanship,despiteherearlierdisplayoftalentandpotential,untilafterthesituationimproved。
Furthermore,duetohermysteriousskindition,itwouldnotbesafeforhertotinueinthecapacityofkitstaff,incaseitwassomehowatagiousdisease。Forsanitaryreasons,Kagamishouldrefrainfromenteringthekituntilfurtherassessment。
Kagamilostherine。
Theheatofsummerdaysdidn’tseemducivetomentalpeace,andKagamicriedherselftosleepeverynight。
(“Yes,AkishiOneeassuredmethatmagiardener,weareallpartofKageyama,butit’sstillpainfultosuddenlyfailateverything。”)
Kagamiburiedherfathepillow。(“Ilanningonhavingagreatlife,andmakingjewelleryforArashiandAkishi。Whatiseventhepointofjewellerymakingnow?Idon’tknowwhenIpickuptheswain,andIdon’tfeelthecalltomagicoralchemy。Ihaven’thadaspiritualexperiencesinceIwenttotownthatdayforthefirsttime。”)
Kagamiflippedontoherback。
(“DidIeatsomethingbadthatday?Everythingstartedgoingdownhillafterwards。DidIfetsomething?WhatCOULDhavehappeome?。。。Domosquitoesandticksinthisworldcarryspecialdiseases?Poisonousspidersorscorpions?DidIreaegrassIwaslyingon?Ormaybeit’sfungalormites?Whatcoulditbe?。。。)
Ittookafewmoredays,butintheendKagamiwrotetotheladyofthejewellerystorethat,duetothelossofherine,shecouldnotpossiblytihherproject。Shewouldsiderbeingherapprentithefutureifshewasstillopentotheideathen。
Thatdayafterdinner,KagamiknockedonArashi’sdoor。
“ArashiOneesama,Iamverydepressed。Couldyoupleasehelpmesomehow?”
Arashistoodforashortwhileatherdoor,andputonheroutdoorclothes。“e。”
ArashitookKagamitothewestcliff。Thescorgafternoonsunhadbeegeheglowtookonasofterhueasthesunsanktowardthehorizon。Cloudsbecamemorevisibleandvibrant,firstyellow,thendeepeheircolourte。Windblewsomeofthecloudsintofansoffeather,castingshadowstotheskyabove。Thegreyishblueoftheshadowstrastedwiththereddishglowatthebottomofthecloud,andtheskybehindcaughtadyeofindigo。Someoftheshadowsfurtherawayfromthesettingsuntookonahintoflavender,asthecelestialdomecelebratedwiththetintofpinkdiamond。
Thelineofshadow,castbytheearth,slowlyroseinthesky,andinfrontofArashiandKagami,thesunhadbidthemfarewell。Kagamiwaoliedown,butdidnotwanttospeak。SheleanedhtlytowardArashi,yetkeptherdistance,incaseArashiwasedbyherhealthdition。Arashididnotseemtomind。Slowly,softly,butwithationinhermovement,ArashiplacedherhandonHitomi’shead,andguideditontoherlap。Theuniversewentongingitspalette,andthetwostayedtogether,instillness,insilence。
Atlast,athinbandoflightwasallthatremainedoftheday。Slightlyyellowatthehorizon,itquicklymovedthroughthespectrumtothedeepdarkblueofthenight。Lyingthere,withherheadonArashi’slap,Kagamifeltwarmthinherheart;Kagamifeltthechillthatstungeventoherbones;Kagamifelthopeasshehadnotbeeallalone,andshefeltdespair,seeingnofutureaheadofher。
Finally,Kagamilookeddown,shiftingherfocusfromthehorizontoherhandswhichhadbeeingonArashi’slap,“ArashiOneesama。。。”shewhispered。
“Kagami。。。”ArashipettedKagami’shair。
“Oneesama。。。Iwon’tbeabletostandshouldertoshoulderwithOneesama。。。”
“IamstillyourArashiOneesama。”
“Imayhavetoquitallmystudiessomeday”
“YouarestillmyKagami。”
ChapterEleven