WordsofAutumn(akishi)秋詩
Kagamislowlycametotermswithhersaddeate,andbyautumn,sheofficiallywithdrewfromallclasses。
“AkishiOnee。。。”
AkishisatbesideKagamiatthelunchtable,andheldKagami’sshoulder。SheplacedthesideofherheadagainstKagami’s,andpatientlywaitedforwhatKagamihadtosay。
“Onee,Ifeelit。Magidalchemyarecoldtome。EvenwhenIwatchArashiOneesamagivedemonstrations,myheartfindsitinprehensible。。。”
Akishislowlyswayedfromsidetoside,rogKagamiverylightly。
“Onee,Idon’twanttoleaveKageyama。”
“Thenstay。Iwantyoutostay。Weallwantyoutostay。”
“HowIfindwork,though?Ilovecooking,andnowI’teveerthekit。”
“Youareverytalentedevenifyoudon’tbeeamagioranalchemist。Youtrythingsout,andseewhatfitsyou。Wouldyoulikemetohelpyeit?”
“That’salright。Onee,Iwillaskthelibrarianfirst。”
“That’snice。Librariansalwaysweargloves,andyoudon’thavetobesoself-sciousaboutyourskinditionanymore。Eversinceyoustoppedexerg,haveyoueverhadanotherrea,Kagami-?”
“Idon’tthinkso,Oneesama。”
“Nobodyatschoolhasdevelopedsimilarsymptoms,soI’mnotworried。Maybeiureyouusethekitintheeveningtodevelopyourrecipesagain。”
“Thatwouldbenice。IfIplanoinganything,Iwillaskthekitmanager。”
Them,brushingaleafoffherhair,KagamistoodforamomentinfrontofPhoenixHall,aintothelibrary。
Thelibraryoccupiedfivefloorsofthetraltower,directlyabovethegroundfloorlecturetheatreandthesedflooroffices。Kagamiaskedtheheadlibrarianifshecouldbeapage,dustingshelves,airingoutmaps,arrangingbooks,orhelpingpeoplelocatetitlesbyslowlymemorizingthetopicsofeachseofthelibrary。
TheheadlibrarianhadheardaboutKagami,asthestoriesofherdepressingplighthadbeencirculatingforalmosthalfofayearbythatpoint。Aftersomethought,thelibrariansuggested“Youjusttur,soitdoesn’t。。。hmm。。。Iguessdustingshelvesandbringingrequestedtitlestothereadingroommightserveasasuitablestartingpoint。Familiarizeyourselfwiththislibrary,andspendsometimeeverydaysamplingafewtitlesfromeachse。Onceyouarethhlyknowledgeablewitheveryshelf,Iwilltrainyoutobeealibrarian。”
Kagamiwasverypleasedwiththispossiblecareerpath,andnodded。“Thankyou。Iwouldliketostartassoonaspossible。”
Kagamistartedthreedayslater。“Ioremembermygoal,andnottogetcarriedawaywithdusting,oroverzealouswithcartingbooks。Mygoalistoknowthelibraryanditstentsbyheart,soIbeeapetentlibrarian。Agoodlibrarianisnotmadebydustingshelves。”
Everyday,Kagamifocusedononeparticularshelf。Readingthetitlesonthespine,lookingatthenameofauthors,orsometimesglangthroughforewordsandintrodu,Kagamisteadilyaddedinformationtohermentaldepository。Shewouldonlyspendonehoureachdaydustingshelves,andshegotpermissiontocartbooksaroundonlyduringthehoursafterdinner。
Dayspassedpeacefullyinthelibrary,andwhentheflowersofspringdottedthecampus,Kagamimadeherwaytothethirdfloorofthelibrary--TheoryofMagic。
Someauthorsproposedresohtheelementsasthemainreasonfictoexist;someoldertitlespoiotheologyandsuggestedthatmagicassivelyalloweddivierventionafterthedeitiesceasedtheiractivepreseillothersimagihatmagicwasmaterializedseeing:apersonwould‘see’theresultthatwasstillyettoe,andonewhocouldmaterializetheseeingwouldbeeffectiveatusingmagic。
Kagamithoughtofherself。Shecertainlydidnotresohthemagicelements,maybeslightlywhenshewassix,butdefinitelynotanymore,soiftheresoheoryhappeobeclosertothetruth,thenKagamineedednottryatallinthefieldofmagic。
Theothertwotheoriesthatshehadeacrosssofar,oherhand,couldbeiing。
Hitomicertainlycamefromaworlddevoidofmagidlaginmiracles,butthefurtherbaewentinhistory,themoretalesofsupernaturalphenomeed。
(“Wasn’tthereaEuropeanshipsetouttosailaroundtheworld,andlandedonanislandthatdidnotreallytakealikingtothem?Todistinguishtimeanddirewithsextants,shipswereequippedwithasmanyastronomicalchartsandtablesaspossible。Therehappeobeasolareclipsecalculatedtohappenintwodays,andthecaptaieobeGod,andshoutedangrilyattheislanders。Onthedayoftheeclipse,heagainyelledattheinhabitants,andpoithesun,whichreadilywentblack。Theresidentsdidn’tknowaer,andbelievedthatthecaptainwasindeedGod,andofferedallthefoodanddrinkthatthecaptaincouldeverwant。IfIwasanislanderonthatday,howwouldIknowthediffereweenthecaptainofaship,andGod?”)
KagamiponderedfurtherwiththephilosophicalquestionoftheCartesiare。(“HowIknowaboutthethingsthatI’tpossiblyknowabout。。。”)
“Hmm。。。”Kagamisatdownonthefloor,andleanedherbackagainstthesideofthebookshelf。“Themagicofthisworldcertainlywouldcausepeopleinmyoldworldtothinkitisnotdifferentfromdivinemiracle。Causingwatertoeoutofrocks。。。Yes。trollingwatertodividetothesides。。。Yes。Summoningobjectstoappearoutoftheclearbluesky。。。Yes。Openingthegroundtoswallowatown。。。Yes。Causingdeadbraogrow。。。Yes。Causingahealthytreetowither。。。Yes。trollinganimalstojumpoffacliff。。。Yes。gingonesubstaoanother。。。Yes。。。”
“Well,tosomeonewhodoesn’tknowaer,apersonwithpowerfulmagiccouldtraveltomyoldworldandpretendtobeGodwithlittledifficulty。”Kagamisoftlycluded。
“Nowthequestionis,itbedoneiherdire?”Kagamipondereddeeperanddeeper。
“Myoldworldisrireligionbutlaginmagic,whereasthisworldisdominatedbymagidIdon’tseereligionanywhere。thefaithofmyworldtakeontheroleofmagithisworld?”
Hitomiwasnertion。LearningLatinandGreekandimmersingherselfwithtsandrites,shehadaveryrichreligiouslife。Therewasevenatimeduringhersedyear,inthemiddleofherfallsemester,ontheeveofoneofhermidterms,whenHitomihadanunbearableitherknee。Shecouldn’tsleep,andsheprayedsayingthatGodkhesituationwiththeexam,thatGodwasabletohelpher,andshewouldtrustGodtohelp。Andtheitchdidgoawayinstantly。
WhenHitomiwasinEngland,onceshehadtowalkalongstretchofaroadbetweenRochesterandGillinghamwithnoshadetoshelterherfromtheheatofthesun,andtherewasnobreezetocoolher,either。Shelookedupandsawnocloudsanywhere。Hitomiprayedforhelpandwithinminutesalargepieceofcloudgavehermueededrespite。Uponarrivingatatree-lireetnearChatham,Hitomigavethanksforthecloudandaskedthecloudtomoveaway,fortheEnglishwereusuallystarvingforsomesunshine,andmanyfamilieshadeoutthatdaytoenjoysometimeinthesun。Soonenough,theclouddisappearedfromsight。
“IfIweretosomehowtransformthepoweroffaithofmyoldworldintoavailablemagichere,whatwouldbethekey?。。。”
“Theultimatebarrieris,whatmadetheGodofmyoldworld,God。”wasthefinalquestionthatKagamihadtoface,afteralmostfivemonthsofplation。
Kagamiwasturningnine,andontheinside,Hitomiwasabouttobetwenty-three。
Outsidethelibrarywindow,windplayedtagwiththefallenleaves。